Just an update of sorts:

It's been a little while since I actually did an update. I mainly started this to keep Michael up to date with things, but thanks to the magic jack and technology I have been really lucky and gotten to talk to him pretty much every day. Some days for hours at a time. So, days like that he knows VERY little thing I did.

Today, I got to talk to Schyler. For those that don't know he's in NY visiting family. He seems to be having so much fun. The excitement in his voice just blow me away tonight. I miss him, but am so glad that he's having fun. He's doing so many different things and he's loving it.

Ethan has been such a BIG boy these last few nights. He's slept in his bed all night 3 nights in a row. I am so proud of him! Though, it is beyond lonely in bed for me it's about time he gets back to sleeping in his own bed.

Xavier is just getting way too big. He is walking or shall I say running around everywhere getting into everything. He's such a little man, who copies his brother on everything he does. If his brother is on the couch Xavier is running to sit on it too.

I am. I've been feeling pretty crappy for a while and have a pretty crappy doctor. He acknowledge that something was going on and something was wrong, but yet said he wasn't going to "chase" down the problem. Really? Also, knowing that cancer runs in my family decided that I didn't need yearly check ups for womanly things as I have 3 kids and am married. Hmmmmph!!!

I'm starting to wonder if having a Doctor that is so close is worth it. I mean I'm willing to drive to Temple or Harker Heights if it means getting a doctor who will actually try and find out whats wrong instead of blowing things off. It's not like it's the first bad experience I had with this office either. In March I had strep got treated and still had it. I went back doctor said it's allergies go take some clartain. A month later still feeling crappy I finally went back to test positive for strep. Mind you the 2nd time they didn't even do a strep test. So yeah, I think it's time to find a new doctor.