Monday, August 23, 2010

Changes

Things are changing second by second, minute by minute. Big changes are about to happen, and I truly understand that not all will agree with what happens or what I'm doing. In this situation there are only 5 people that matter at this point in the time. My children, Michael, and myself. What happens in my marriage is between Michael and I. No one else. Yes, you all are entitled to your opinion of what you think should happen. I will listen open ears, but can't say I'll follow your advice. There are things that need to be changed, and I certainly do not expect someone to mold to what I want them to be. And this is where we are at. I need more.

I'm very disappointed in those that I thought were my friends who automatically assume that this is happening because of someone else in my life. If asked I'm more the 100% certain Michael will tell you the problems that we are having and that they have been there for a while. This isn't something that grew over night. But, quite honestly if it was because of someone else in my life it really isn't anyone else's business.

There are people in my life, I have discovered that I truly have some great friends. Friends that are willing to fly down and help me do whatever it is needed to be done. Their friends willing to help and offer a place for me to stay. While I have NEVER met them. Seriously, there are people like this left? I'm overwhelmed by the support I have received and am very grateful.